I am a missing link...

My gosh, is it almost July already? Even though it doesn't seem like it these days, time is still flying by. And the mudrun was just last week...seems like it was almost a month ago now. So weird. I've fallen victim to some type of time-daze-virues. Hawaii is just around the corner...

I've had a lot of church songs in my head lately, I don't know if it's because I'm thinking of songs that we can possibly use during our ceremony, or because I'm thinking about Dayz stuff, or what...but I have them in my head all day long. Last night, it was Blest are they and One bread, One body, and earlier I had some other song in my head, but I don't remember what it was anymore. I love church songs...to me, they say a lot. I realized I am very moved by music, like church songs, and musicals. There's just a lot more emotion poured into those types of songs than others, in my opinion. It's crazy how a song can really effect you emotionally...I miss singing in a choir. I mean, the only choir I sang in was the one at Interfaith, but I was very happy doing that. Lately, I think I've noticed something missing in my life...and I think it's the church involvement aspect. It's hard, not being a part of a parish and always having things to do...but you MAKE time, right? Maybe I'll see about joining the choir or something at St. Barnabus, over by the house....

I'm all over the place today...A post a friend of mine wrote got me thinking...it was about passive-agressive people. To quote, but not really(cuz I'm too lazy to look up the post again and quote exactly), passive-agressive people do just enough to constantly jab at you and poke just enough that it can get to you, yet they can't be called out for it...and if they are, they simply mask it by saying they weren't serious. It's definitely an insecurity thing, and it really sucks that people have to even be this way because they don't have the balls to be open and honest with other people or themselves for that matter. Seriously, if you have something to say, have some courage to say it w/o being all cryptic about it. I wonder if there are any passive-aggressive people in and around my life. If so, please...just be straight up and say what's on your mind...

I actually got to chill a little bit this weekend, particularly on Saturday. I only had Noreen and Mike's baby shower to go to, and it was really cool, seeing people I hadn't seen in a while and getting a chance to catch up w/ them, but other than that...I got to chill. I cleaned my room and organized a bit. Oh yeah, I even got to play ball w/ the roomie in the morning that day too. Friday was Jennifer's grad party, which was mucho fun, her family dances A LOT! My gluteous maximus was hurtin with all the dancing. Sunday, went to church w/ beeb and checked out St Augustine and St Tims before stopping by the house to wish pop a happy father's day. We've decided to go w/ St Tims, just to alleviate us any worries of not securing a date...becuase St Aug won't let you know til 6 mos prior...which left me a bit uneasy. Anyway, after that, we checked out a few possible reception spots... and then, saw Nachoooooooooooooooooooooo! Great movie...I liked it a lot :)

This is what hapens when I don't write more often...